Saturday, September 3, 2011

Dear Jagung 6

I am glad we sort things out a few days before. I thought I am going to be devastated.

Yeah, first time shopping with you yesterday. Well, not really WITH you anyway, you are just taking me along because I want to buy my staples. Of course you did buy some.

It is a fun day and night. I finally met you up after half a dozen days. I really am sorry because you are tired and having a slight headache. But I hope my recipe helps lighten your night. Hehe. We made bread pizza over pan.

Thank you for the ribena too. LOL.

I enjoyed watching P&F show with you but, I know you are tired. I am sorry. Really.

When you talk about bringing someone and instil something into that someone like what I did to you, I was worried. Till now. And you even mentioned two is better than one.

Is it because I am becoming very possessive?
Is it because you are not comfortable with me with you?
Is it because you feel I am very gay?
Is it because you feel I am over attentive to you?


I am worried and you chose a right time to ask because you knew I can't answer much in the car when you took me home.

Is it because you want to help JJ as well?

I think I am being jealous and loved at the same time.

Jagung, I hope you can tell me why you suddenly have this thought? Why? Why you choose to ask this when you are taking me home and it is during exam season?

Is it because you don't want me to question more about this?


If this is so, I would rather slowly let you go next semester like I told you.

I remembered your insistence of telling me you want to meet me no matter how busy you are or I am next semester. I am very touched. Seriously. And you even told me that you will make a gift for me before sem break.

I am confused

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