Dear Jagung,
I can't say I hate or like you anymore. The feeling between us has neutralised over the days. I think I feel better this way. You lied to me again and again. OK, you didn't lie, you stray away from the truth.
What? Busy? With assignments? Bullshit. You can even find a time to cook with your friends. You told me before you only cook for your family first, and then only we cook together. You forgot that didn't you? Oh never mind. Go ahead. I am already tired and fed up with you.
You never know how hard I ooze time out, hoping to spend it with you, but your only word is 'bz nw, gtg'. Even I am busy, I am thinking about you. Did you? No. I share something nice I saw or experienced, did you? No.
Go lah, your life is interesting with swimming, drinking, playing, dancing. I don't have those for you. In fact, I like ZB more than you. Unreplied messages have been piling up like unsupervised landfill. I am frustrated. In case you didn't notice, I no longer send you good night messages. I don't think it's worth anymore to send to you since you sleep late and play more.
The first thing I worried about you is your studies. You have no idea how worried I got when I heard your results. Now? Nah. o0o
Dont go looking for me anymore. Don't ask me to eat with you. I don't want those anymore. I feel like I am just being a compensation for what you didn't do to me while you have done it with your friends.
Go have those life you want with your friends. I have nothing to offer you.
Bye.
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